WISHES
by DKZ

                                    I'd like to be able to promise you
                                    That I'll make it through the day.
                                    I'd like to be able to honestly say for once
                                    That everything inside me is really okay.
                                    I'd like to be able to believe at last
                                    That tomorrow will be a brighter day.
                                    I'd like to find a way to finally live
                                    In a very normal way -in a very happy way.

                                    I'd like to be able to see the time
                                    When my existence could become living.
                                    I'd like to be able to see the day
                                    When I can return the love I've been receiving.
                                    I'd like to be able to one day believe
                                    That I'm capable of more than just dreaming.
                                    I'd like to be able to forgive and forget
                                    And give my life a new beginning.

                                    But I have a long road ahead of me
                                    Before I can actually be free.
                                    Courage and strength are still a part of me
                                    Regardless of what they tried to dictate I'd be.
                                    Veterans of similar wars offer me support and hope
                                    By their sharing and helping me see how to better cope.
                                    I know now that what I'd like to promise will be
                                    Not just a wish, but in time a reality.

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