(foreword: Rita was a nine year old girl who lived in a Baltimore suburb. She died last year, and it was all over the front page, and the TV news, and started a big investigation into County Social Services. Her mother and her mother's boyfriend have both been convicted and sentenced for murder).
RITA
by John M.

                              I am so sorry, Rita.
                              I lived in the same city.
                              They were my schools too
                              they were my case workers
                              my police.
                              If not mine, who then?

                              Aren't the people who live
                              in a city
                              the ones who shape
                              what the city becomes?

                              Decades ago
                              a man with dirty, torn clothing
                              and wild eyes
                              came stumbling into a small
                              Jewish town in Poland.

                              He grabbed everyone he saw
                              and yelled and pleaded
                              and tried to push photographs in
                              their face.

                              People thought he was strange
                              and tried to avoid him.
                              But the Elder Rebbe felt it
                              his obligation
                              to listen.

                              "Look! Look! These are real!
                              I escaped last week
                              but they are doing these things
                              they are really happening!
                              Now! We must do something now!"

                              No, sir you must be tired
                              and hungry
                              I'm sure it's been a hard trip.
                              Perhaps you're tired and confused.

                              "NO! NO! I saw it!"

                              But sir,
                              it couldn't be true.
                              No one would do this
                              not even the Nazis.
                              It simply is not possible.
                              These things don't happen.
                              You'll see. It is some kind of a
                              trick. A hoax.

                              "NO! NO! Buna!
                              Dachau! Sobibor!
                              IT IS REAL!"

                              But none of the Jews in
                              the quiet Polish town
                              did anything. It was
                              simply too monstrous to be true.

                              I'm so sorry, Rita.
                              When the teachers asked
                              where all those bruises came from
                              and you just looked down and didn't answer
                              why didn't we know then?

                              Rita, when you lost more
                              and more weight
                              from such a thin little body
                              and your 'mom' and her boyfriend
                              didn't think keeping you
                              from starving
                              was worth the cost of the groceries
                              and the refrigerator was padlocked
                              and you were beaten for asking
                              none of us noticed.

                              You had chicken pox. Like all
                              kids, you scratched the scabs.
                              No, Rita, they said, you mustn't.
                              And they took you down
                              to the basement
                              and opened the tiny closet
                              and bound you with CHAINS
                              and locked the door.
                              So you wouldn't pick the scabs.

                              I wish I were exaggerating.
                              I wish this was made-up.
                              I am getting ill
                              writing this.

                              But Rita,
                              they tied you with chains
                              and locked you in a basement closet
                              and starved you.
                              and beat you.
                              Mrs. Mom and Mr. Boyfriend.
                              And I didn't know it
                              and your neighbors didn't know it
                              and child protective services didn't know it.

                              The first any of us knew
                              except you
                              the police were taking you out
                              of that unspeakable horror
                              of a nice suburban house
                              in a body bag.

                              So none of us got to say
                              how sorry we were
                              that in our neighborhood
                              our town
                              this happened.

                              Because you had died.

                              For those last
                              lonely, confused
                              excruciating moments
                              when it must have felt like all the world
                              had deserted you
                              I am so, so sorry.

                              But like the Rebbe
                              it is simply too hard to
                              imagine that monsters
                              in human form
                              really walk the earth
                              and do these things.

                              I'm crying now, Rita
                              and it's been a year.

                              i am so sorry

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