(foreword: Rita was a nine year old girl who lived in a Baltimore suburb. She died last year, and it was all over the front page, and the TV news, and started a big investigation into County Social Services. Her mother and her mother's boyfriend have both been convicted and sentenced for murder).
| RITA |
by John M.
|
| I am so sorry, Rita. |
| I lived in the same city. |
| They were my schools too |
| they were my case workers |
| my police. |
If not mine, who then?
|
| Aren't the people who live |
| in a city |
| the ones who shape |
what the city becomes?
|
| Decades ago |
| a man with dirty, torn clothing |
| and wild eyes |
| came stumbling into a small |
Jewish town in Poland.
|
| He grabbed everyone he saw |
| and yelled and pleaded |
| and tried to push photographs in |
their face.
|
| People thought he was strange |
| and tried to avoid him. |
| But the Elder Rebbe felt it |
| his obligation |
to listen.
|
| "Look! Look! These are real! |
| I escaped last week |
| but they are doing these things |
| they are really happening! |
Now! We must do something now!"
|
| No, sir you must be tired |
| and hungry |
| I'm sure it's been a hard trip. |
Perhaps you're tired and confused.
|
"NO! NO! I saw it!"
|
| But sir, |
| it couldn't be true. |
| No one would do this |
| not even the Nazis. |
| It simply is not possible. |
| These things don't happen. |
| You'll see. It is some kind of a |
trick. A hoax.
|
| "NO! NO! Buna! |
| Dachau! Sobibor! |
IT IS REAL!"
|
| But none of the Jews in |
| the quiet Polish town |
| did anything. It was |
simply too monstrous to be true.
|
| I'm so sorry, Rita. |
| When the teachers asked |
| where all those bruises came from |
| and you just looked down and didn't answer |
why didn't we know then?
|
| Rita, when you lost more |
| and more weight |
| from such a thin little body |
| and your 'mom' and her boyfriend |
| didn't think keeping you |
| from starving |
| was worth the cost of the groceries |
| and the refrigerator was padlocked |
| and you were beaten for asking |
none of us noticed.
|
| You had chicken pox. Like all |
| kids, you scratched the scabs. |
| No, Rita, they said, you mustn't. |
| And they took you down |
| to the basement |
| and opened the tiny closet |
| and bound you with CHAINS |
| and locked the door. |
So you wouldn't pick the scabs.
|
| I wish I were exaggerating. |
| I wish this was made-up. |
| I am getting ill |
writing this.
|
| But Rita, |
| they tied you with chains |
| and locked you in a basement closet |
| and starved you. |
| and beat you. |
| Mrs. Mom and Mr. Boyfriend. |
| And I didn't know it |
| and your neighbors didn't know it |
and child protective services didn't know it.
|
| The first any of us knew |
| except you |
| the police were taking you out |
| of that unspeakable horror |
| of a nice suburban house |
in a body bag.
|
| So none of us got to say |
| how sorry we were |
| that in our neighborhood |
| our town |
this happened.
|
Because you had died.
|
| For those last |
| lonely, confused |
| excruciating moments |
| when it must have felt like all the world |
| had deserted you |
I am so, so sorry.
|
| But like the Rebbe |
| it is simply too hard to |
| imagine that monsters |
| in human form |
| really walk the earth |
and do these things.
|
| I'm crying now, Rita |
and it's been a year.
|
| i am so sorry |
|