NO MORE
by J.M.

                      Childhood
                      was not like
                      Redbook.

                      Something clearly wasn’t
                      right.

                      Oh, no, you say,
                      it was lovely. What
                      could I be thinking?

                      I’ve blamed my memory…
                      but no more.

                      As young kids, we couldn’t run
                      (except to places in our heads)
                      those lovely times you gave your children
                      made us wish we were dead.

                      You’re the ones who
                      caused this pain;
                      you dare call us insane?

                      Maybe once we cared
                      but no more.

                      You just say
                      it never happened.
                      We’re so spiteful,
                      won’t let go.

                      Holidays would be a joy
                      we’d be happy (you just know)
                      the scars and screams, I guess
                      would go away
                      (if only we’d listen and obey)

                      Well once you ruled our minds
                      but no more.

                      Some of us are did not quite make it
                      just got too hard
                      to hang on

                      we count them
                      as ones you
                      murdered.

                      You tell us
                      ‘they had weak minds’
                      Ah, with little kids,
                      you’re so damn tough
                      but we’re not still kids
                      you frighten us
                      no more.

                      We can’t wash away the grime
                      we can never reclaim what you stole

                      But our eyes have opened
                      there’s something you should know

                      You really thought you had it made
                      we were toys with which you played

                      You thought you’d locked us in a box
                      our voices silenced.
                      You made sure
                      we’d never talk.

                      Guess what?
                      We found the key.

                      Our voices are silent
                      no more.

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