CAUSE AND EFFECT
by Y. Byran

                    Betrayed once
                    Betrayed twice
                    Never trust again
                    A child lost
                    Ignored and forgotten
                    Becomes a lost adult
                    Her feelings obsolete
                    Assertiveness never repeats
                    The wounded retreat
                    Suppressed, Oppressed
                    Worthless trash
                    Taught through abuse
                    To be self abusive
                    No self esteem
                    Or Self worth
                    Life not valued
                    Is not valuable
                    To the inner child
                    Consumed by rage
                    Others see
                    What they label
                    Without knowing
                    What the cause is
                    They pass judgment
                    Teach others to judge
                    And point fingers
                    Everywhere but at
                    themselves
                    Little respect is learned
                    When love is demonstrated
                    Through pain
                    Silence is promoted
                    Health is disregarded
                    Never tell the secrets
                    Never laugh, or play
                    Don't confide, or bond
                    Eventually all will be taken away
                    Ripped from the inside
                    Blinded from the outside
                    Sent into war
                    Without a weapon
                    Sent into madness
                    Without any support
                    Born strong
                    Not a problem
                    It will be beaten,
                    Smothered, Isolated, and
                    scolded
                    Out of you
                    Before you have a chance
                    To use it against them
                    Mixed messages
                    It will all be okay
                    But it isn't now
                    So when will it be
                    Kept in a room
                    In a closet
                    In the darkness
                    Within your soul
                    Entrapped in the wrong
                    Because nothing you do
                    Is right
                    Anticipate rejection
                    Know you are ugly,
                    Unloved, and not wanted
                    How will you ever learn
                    To love yourself

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